i cant type it out. but this i say. if i can survive without facebook. without having to get connected with my friends from my childhood and from school. without being able to be updated bout anything or everything. well, then i can survive not having twitter anymore too.
nothing is going to change my mind for now.
period.
If faith can move the mountains
Let the mountains move
We come with expectation
Waiting here for you, I’m waiting here for you
You’re the Lord of all creation
And still you know my heart
The Author of Salvation
You’ve loved us from the start
CHORUS
Waiting here for You
With our hands lifted high in praise
And it’s You we adore
Singing Alleluia
You are everything You’ve promised
Your faithfulness is true
And we’re desperate for Your presence
All we need is You
CHORUS
Singing Alleluia
Alleluia, singing alleluia, alleluia
CHORUS
Waiting here for you
With our hands lifted high in praise
And it’s You we adore
We’re singing Alleluia
I’m singing Alleluia
Waiting here for you
With our hands lifted high in praise
And it’s You we adore
Singing Alleluia
Singing Alleluia
when everything was caving in. when the world seem darker than usual. i waited. every minute of the day. and this song comes to me from a stranger. along with a prayer.
lifts up my faith. brightens my day. and i know, HE shines in my life. HE lights up the dark. gives me a path to walk on. to endure life knowing no matter what, even if the world falls apart. HE is with me, all the way. through it all.
it is HIM that i adore. I wait for HIM with my hands lifted high with praise.
mr.longlegsh and poopshalot <3
Psalm 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him.
its on the way. but i’ll only post it when my mind is all clear. my systems are still in shock and im still drowned in that blue feeling. feeling a little lost now. spiritually. i need to be patient. to ponder. to think. to just sit. quietly.
i still dont have the peace. i still feel sad. i still feel like crying everytime i think.
but.
life must go on.
and now. eventhough im running low on everything that im feeling. i still surrender everything to Him.
i just need a time out right now. but life doesnt work that way. it never does.
i was thinking about something. going through some old pictures and it just came to my mine that i never thought of sprinkling those magic dust of kindness here in the north in jitra. well in sp and in kl. yes alots but not here. i’ll think of something. i cant say caring for my patients are a total kindness mission because it is part of my job. its great, this feeling. that my job needs me to be kind. all the time. i wouldnt mind at all. trust me. but. kindness ways are suppose to be nameless. i like it that way. i take credit for nothing. but im sure people would pass it on.
so what’s it going to be for jitra? i’ll think of something. i will. but as it has always been. it will be from an anonymous stranger. let it be their story. not mine.
maybe a pay-it-forward act. oooh, i could use my smile cards!!!
back to bed!=)
i know i put up pictures of you often. especially funny faces you do. but you do it so much that i think that if you dont make those faces, you’re a total different person.
you’re an awesome sister. almost like a best friend. bodyguard. person who can cheer me up no matter what. you just know what to do to make me feel okay when im down. you’re my twin just two years younger. funny as ever. the best guitarist i know!! and eventhough ive told you a million times you have such a beautiful voice, you still love playing the guitar more. you never say no to anybody who comes for help. you’re the best chocolate shake maker and also i dont know why you get starbucks when what you make tastes a thousand times better. dont get me started with all your cookies and pastries. remember the time we played rain,you knew i needed it. you’re just the best. i can just go on forever. pages will never be enough to tell you how grateful i am to have you as my sister. to have you in our family. who else rocks supra better than you? noone! you say avril’s your rockstar. well, you are my rockstar!!
love you to bits and pieces. with all my heart. you and rowena are the best sisters in the world.
happy birthday mena! i know you dont like kisses. muaaaaaaaaaaaaxxxxxxxxxx! lol.
happy 20th. you’re going to rock better now than all your teen years!
god bless you with everything and anything your heart desires!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!
on the way back from bukit kayu hitam. the family came down to jitra to visit me and also to spend the labour’s day together. the tea time back here in my place. was fun!
lots of love felt. cant wait to be back tomorrow.
one day after a medical leave, the next day after that, public holiday. enough rest for me to recover and get back on my feet. today at work, total transformation! i am proud of myself. i talked really less today. talk to my patients and to the others when needed. surprised? i did a whole new assessment on an aunty with a knee condition. my fracture patient is healing. i had a good good day!
today is melvina’s birthday. feeling a little sad i cant be there with her today. she has been there for me for the past two years and i think she would be there for my birthday this year too. but we’ll celebrate her birthday tomorrow.
friends are having a double date, watching safe. with the tickets i won.
listening to : kelly clarkson’s dark side
going to bed in a bit….
